May 29, 2012

really late night thoughts...

and at some point you always end up alone at night with all your thoughts coming back to you all at once.those sleepless nights where you think you go crazy.yes,we all get there once in a while.and when we do there is always that hole in your stomach,and the feeling that if you can't fix it right in that moment you will never have the's weird though,how you can sleep off feelings for the day.and then start over the following night.
i guess that's how growing up feels like.or i guess this is how caring feels like.
i wish i could be 17 again and believe that all this crap was,well....crap.

May 28, 2012

late night thoughts

you,me and everything between us

i remember seeing a movie once and the girl said "the quickest way to ruin a relationship with someone is to actually try to have a relationship with them." it always comes up to me.
and ironically has been proven to me a lot of times.
we never actually think about it this way,we are so caught up in getting close to someone that we might just push them further away..
i guess that's why people you drag into your life never stay much.
so i guess love does tear us apart!