Dec 30, 2012
i honestly can't believe another year has gone.
when where why?
gotta say it was a full year but maaaan,it flew fast.
i remember clearly the beginning of spring when we couldn't wait for summer,the beginning of summer with all the crazy plans and the nostalgic fall with all the memories.
and now the freakin' cold winter (and sadly enough the last day in 2012) .
i am really starting to believe that time passes us by so fast we don't even realize.
i am willing to make the best out of 2013,and if it's gonna be as full as 2012 i'm starting to write autobiography books :))
Dec 2, 2012
there's no secret for anyone that we are made to want what we can't have.
we want objects we can't afford,we want to see places that are the most far away,we fall in love with people that don't love us back and we crave lives that we don't live.
just the idea of 'unattainable' makes it wonderful.
oh my,weird creatures,us humans...
Nov 12, 2012
late night thoughts...
just like the weather,people get colder...
people and their 'everyone-has-it' heart.
it's sure more easy to show that you don't care,to ignore that freakin' huge amount of feelings,to screw people over.that beautiful bubble,that insanely good feeling of numbness.
it's the moment before you go to sleep though,the hole in you stomach that just makes you wanna throw out all the love in the world.you just wanna get rid of it,share it and...get it back.
or maybe it's just me...and you...and everyone around.
Oct 26, 2012
late night thoughts...
all kinds of people&all the same...
it's actually weird how one person can make you feel all the emotions in the world.
how people you thought never would,are the ones that hurt you the worst.
how you look back years ago and see that the people who meant the world,are now strangers.
how lucky some people are and how some wander all their lives looking for soul mates.
i can write millions of similar situations.i can give tons of personal examples.
it took me 21 years of life to realize that people grow apart.
some will always be here.
some people will always matter.
some people leave and come back.
and some never will.
some you'll forget.
and some you'll miss forever.
just lock them all safely in that magic memory box.