really late night thoughts...

and at some point you always end up alone at night with all your thoughts coming back to you all at once.those sleepless nights where you think you go crazy.yes,we all get there once in a while.and when we do there is always that hole in your stomach,and the feeling that if you can't fix it right in that moment you will never have the chance.it's weird though,how you can sleep off feelings for the day.and then start over the following night.
i guess that's how growing up feels like.or i guess this is how caring feels like.
i wish i could be 17 again and believe that all this crap was,well....crap.