today's inspirations

lovin' perfumes.here's what's in my collection:

Versace-Crystal Noir (my ultimate favorite)
Marc Jacobs- LOLA
Mango-Lady Rebel
Hilary Duff- With Love
Dior-Addict
Davidoff-Cool Water
Adidas-Fruity Rhytm
Gucci-Envy Me
Victoria's Secret-Bombshell
Victoria's Secret-Give a little Pink body mist

i found some pretty amazing pics lately and felt truly inspired and creative.
i loooove when that happens yuhuuuu <3

cute bow tutorial :D

baking corner.
i did some pretty tasty muffins yesterday :)

recipe:
*2 eggs
*2 cups of flour
*1 cup of sugar
*1/4 cup of butter(oil)
*2 spoons of baking powder

**by taste you can add different essences: vanilla,coconut,different fruits,chocolate,maple syrup,rum etc.

how is done:
you mix the butter,the eggs,the sugar and the essence you choose.
in a different bowl you mix the flour with the baking powder.after tha you mix them together while adding milk until you get a smooth mixture.
you put the cupcakes paper in the pan and in the hot oven.
after about 20-30 min they are done.( you can check out with a toothpick)
have fun!

really late night thoughts...

and at some point you always end up alone at night with all your thoughts coming back to you all at once.those sleepless nights where you think you go crazy.yes,we all get there once in a while.and when we do there is always that hole in your stomach,and the feeling that if you can't fix it right in that moment you will never have the chance.it's weird though,how you can sleep off feelings for the day.and then start over the following night.
i guess that's how growing up feels like.or i guess this is how caring feels like.
i wish i could be 17 again and believe that all this crap was,well....crap.

late night thoughts

you,me and everything between us

i remember seeing a movie once and the girl said "the quickest way to ruin a relationship with someone is to actually try to have a relationship with them." it always comes up to me.
and ironically has been proven to me a lot of times.
we never actually think about it this way,we are so caught up in getting close to someone that we might just push them further away..
i guess that's why people you drag into your life never stay much.
so i guess love does tear us apart!

today was one of those amazing days when i find inspiration all around me.
inspirational diary ...

perfect song of the day: Jess Mills-Live for what i'd die for
video and song and concept: awesomeness

then there are always people.
i love when people i haven't seen or talked to in a long time give me ideas and inspire me.i soooo love them for that.
everything while looking through my all time fave mag,Nylon,always full of ideas.
i think i have become some kind of inspiration addict.i tend to get lost in blogs and magazines and videos and people.my favorite drugs of all.
it's always nice to feel full of life and ideas and love and thoughts.
maybe losing yourself,wherever you feel you could get lost,it is not such a bad thing.maybe just like that you truly find out who you are.
so listen to music,watch movies,read everything you can,love it.love them.inspire and be inspired.feel free and lost and beautiful and lovely.
be yourself and/or be whoever you want to be.

if i am proud of something that i have accomplished in this life,it is the fact that i am a vegetarian.

i will probably never eat meat again.

first of all i am not judging people who eat meat but i am not a fan of theirs either.i mean it is their life and no one should have a say in what you eat,but i will never say that i agree with eating animals.

first question i get every time someone finds out that i am a veggie is 'why?'

well truth is i have more reasons than they do for eating it.

i'm not eating dead bodies.

i am not eating anything that once breathed and felt joy or pain.

i am definitely not eating my dog,therefore i just find it difficult to eat a cow.

animals feel fear and pain when they are about to be sacrificed,energy that i just don't want in my body.

i might write thousands of other reasons but i do not owe anybody any explanation,really...

we eat what we want just we might want to take a look at our food and where it comes from before we consume it...the rest of it,depends on us and our consciousness .

pictures of the week.inspiration.

memories-friends/enemies?

we are aloud to miss.

we miss people,things,feelings,times,songs,places...

but truth is,we rarely let ourselves truly miss something.cause it would hurt too much.that emptiness you feel in your stomach when you remember certain things it is just...well you can feel it too!

but we'll continue to miss.we can't stop memories existing,and even if we could,we wouldn't.

they continue to come and come and come to mind-fuck us and to remind us how complex and wild and complicated and beautiful our life really is.

just think about what a 3 min song,or a bunch of old pictures can do to your brain...

pretty messed up huh?and still,that twisted memory lane is the most certain part of you.

i just love those days when i find inspiration at every step <3

"sometimes it's hard to see the lines we've drawn.until we cross them.that's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and give us something to hold on to.
then there are the clearly marked lines.the ones that if you dare to cross you may never find your way back." (gg)

must haves for spring 2012.

short hair

tons of pictures

converse

lip balm

colorful lips&eyes&nails

over knee socks

sunglasses

green tea

long walks

friends

huge,full of useless(ful) stuff bags

flowers

awesome playlist

bicycle

a smart person ( Robert Schuller ) once asked the world :

"What Would You Attempt to Do If You Knew You Could Not Fail?"

it's the question that might have change your life.

it's the question few have the answer to.

i have no idea,really.what i would do.i would do so many things it's mind'blowing.so this leads me to the fact that fear of failure is our worst enemy.

we think and over think.we think of what we might lose something,which in fact is a big fat Nothing.

or a bigger fatter Everything.

or you can win more than you could lose...

relativity...

so what would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail?or better yet,what are you willing to lose to attempt at what you want?

WILL YOU?

you know those things you've always wanted to do because you've seen them in movies or read about in books?those things on everybody's 'bucket list'?

ever wondering what it takes for you to do them?

or will they ever be real?will they ever be your memories?

those small or big achievements we might just live for.the reasons we hope for more years in our lives.the reasons we need money for.

those awesome experiences.those moments that last a lifetime.

how do you know where is the moment to do them?where do you start?who do you share them with?and where is the place to be,anyway?

just wondering...

just found a new fashion icon.Rita Ora.

new new new

new year.thank you God.

after all that weird 2011 we made it to the new year.

yaaay full of resolutions and fresh thoughts,i embrace it.

i have already feel better and it's only the second week.

i feel like starting everything new.

i am leaving people behind and i am looking back smiling.

CHANEL just says it all.